all these feelings come closing in on me... why now?! I can't even give my self a rest....
maybe I should have exhausted my self up more... maybe then I'll be able to rest..
at least my body is... but i know my mind will still wander... this is the reason why I'm writing this blog right now...
to tire my brains out and hope that it will calm down...
this is the first time that I am being bothered again by my pathetic issues in life...
for a few weeks I have kept my self busy... and i even found someone who takes care of me... some one who i know, amidst all the limitations that we are faced with really cares how I feel and is willing to stay awake so late for me... but today we decided to drop the lines early... and I don't know why I'm still up... am I being paranoid? or am I just missing her sweet lulla bye voice...

Labels: paranoid, restless, tired