onegoodshot

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 , 1:45 AM

tonight is the loneliest time for me...
this is the time when you're looking for someone to talk to
because the one your so excited to see and talk with
is nowhere and you can't feel a thing
i'm by my self looking up at the sky
wondering why i can't find anyone
when i needed them
am i really destined to be of help to others
and why cant somebody think of me!
tonight i went for a ride
i dont care if i crash coz im already in pain
driving it fast, going 60 kilometers an hour
but i hit the brakes hard
when im about to hit a pup
i barely missed it and then i went to a full stop
and thats the time i realized that
i hit the brakes not because i dont want to get hurt
but i hit the brakes because i dont want to hurt that lil pup
and at that moment i felt scared for that dog's life instead of mine
maybe this is how i'm made
to think of others first
before thinking of my self
but now i need someone
to think of me rather of their selves
coz now i can't take this
i can't keep it inside my chest
i need to get this out
and i need to do this now!