i dont want to be like this!
i didnt even ask for this
but all of the dreams
the hopes and the promises
all are fading without me noticing
its hard and i know it
to realize that the one that you know
is not really what you want him to be
he is nothing but an illusion
a mirage just to keep you hanging
to hold onto a fantasy where you thought you'd be happy!
and when the rain falls hard
it washes down the great big deception
a lie that one is trying to live
and a truth that one is trying to hide
the truth that will drags me to misery
coz when you see the real me
its only a big disappointment that you will see!