do i need to make myself more sensitive? or do i have to be the strong silent type?!
i can't control my feelings.. that's why im always like this!
did i really make a mistake? or it's just that i love you more than myself?
i just wanted some time.. some attention.. a time when you're all mine..
all eyes, ears, and thoughts just focused on me...
am i being selfish?
is it too much to ask?
and why does it hit me hard?
why can't you just feel for me and let me hear your sweet apology?
do you really have to find an excuse?
an escape goat to spare you from my whining
and i hate it when you suddenly shut me down
i know that you are strong
and that your built that way
but it hurts when i feel that you can go on without settling this out today
i know that you care and love me as well
but some times i need for you to show your affection
because it is what i am needing
now i can't deny that i'm down
i can't even describe the sadness that's filling me up right now
i hope if you can't see this..
maybe you will feel it
i don't want to become what i am before
a clown that puts on a smile and a show
i cant cry when you're here
when you're tired i can't be mad
all i can do is smile trough it
and wait till you laugh and be ok
i know i said i will take good care of you as if you're a child
but can you please let me be the child?
even for a fraction of a time...

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